about me

Salutations fellow bloggers (said in a lispy nerdy voice lol ) My name is Ryan and I am a first time blogger that wants to be part of the blogging world simply because I want to.

I'm a man that desires nothing more than the truth and respect. When these desires are not met then I feel depressed and lonely. But since that never happens I'm pretty much the happiest man on earth.

I have recently got a new job. I have had three jobs in total. My first job was a game journalist. I didn't get paid or anything but I enjoyed it and had many supporters even if my parents didn't exactly approve but I went for it anyway because I am my own person. If someone says to me that what I'm doing is pointless I would just tell them that if it makes me happy then it is not pointless at all.

My second job was working for a petrol station. Whilst I hated every moment of working there, it did improve my social skills despite the fact I struggle with socialising. In fact ever since I left that job a few weeks ago I have been out and about with my friends now and I no longer feel like I'm an outcast of sorts. For the first time in my life I actually feel confident and happier.

Now with this new job I am a web designer for a small company and I feel right at home. even though I am one of the two IT supporters I can finally get a chance to geek out about everything techy.

In my spare time I like to do 3D design as in CGI. While I'm new to this hobby of mine I do seem to have a lot of passion towards it and the fact that I managed to build a 3D room in less than 5 hours it shows that its my new talent

 

   I also made a bender robot from futurama which was a lot of fun

I am also a hardcore gamer and trust me I am literally addicted to it. it's like my own drug. that's how bad my gaming addiction is. I need to get a life don't I lol.

Actually speaking of getting a life I am actually starting to cut down on my problem in favour of going out more and I am a lot happier and I don't feel bored anymore. When I am out I am always drinking and making new friends at my favourite bars.

My other hobby is voice acting. While I rarely do recordings I do like to impersonate a celebrity or character. I like to test my vocal range and I also do it because I really don't like my normal voice. I sound dull and emotionless even when I'm trying to express myself.

Speaking of which that is exactly why I'm cosplaying as L from death note at comic con. I love the character because I can relate. I am a genius with poor social skills and I talk with no expression at all.

That's about it for my life story. If I told you anymore I might bore you to death so I'll stop there. I'll probably be sending photos of my outfit on another day so stick around and see ya guys later.